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Petition Type: New
ID: 13325
Submitted: June 11, 2025 at 3:50:25 PM
First Name: Abishek
Last Name: Gobinath
Pronoun: He/Him
Preferred Name: Abishek
Student Number: 20425068
Email: 23kk4@queensu.ca
Degree Program: BCH
Plan: COMP
Level of Study: 2
Petition Categories
Petition Categories: Waive the requirement to withdraw for one year
Petition Letter
Petition Letter: Dear Associate Dean,
I am writing to request reconsideration of the requirement to withdraw from the university. Although I was previously granted the opportunity to continue my studies following an appeal, my academic performance declined again this year due to a serious deterioration in my mental health.
Last summer was the beginning of a downward spiral in my mental well-being that affected every aspect of my life. I struggled with a lack of motivation, mental fatigue, while also being overwhelmed by feelings of hopelessness and low self-worth. I became increasingly withdrawn, and that isolation led to unhealthy coping mechanisms, most notably substance use, which further disrupted my ability to function and engage with my studies. Despite my genuine intentions to recover and implement the strategies I outlined in my previous petition, I could not maintain consistent academic habits or make full use of my support systems. The shame and stigma I felt about my situation only worsened by self-isolation, making it difficult to ask for help until things became truly unmanageable. As this cycle continued into the fall and winter terms, it became clear that I could not meet the academic expectations required of me.
More recently, I have begun taking meaningful steps to address and recover from these challenges. I reached out to my family physician and was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. I have been prescribed Bupropion, which I have been taking consistently as directed. While it’s only been a short time, I have already noticed small but promising improvements in my ability to think clearly, manage my mood, and stay motivated. On top of this, I have started new treatment for the chronic skin conditions I struggle with (psoriasis and vitiligo), which have long contributed to my poor mental health and low self-esteem. My doctor has provided a letter in support of this petition, noting that I am now in a more stable position to resume academic responsibilities moving forward. I am also in the process of being referred to a psychiatrist and will begin therapy soon after to address both my depression and addictions. I’ve now been sober for three months from all substances. The emotional and physical withdrawal symptoms were intense, but I remained committed and leaned on support when it became too much to manage alone. Quitting has helped restore my mental clarity, energy, and sense of self. This was not an easy milestone to reach, but it marks a turning point in my recovery and affirms my dedication to changing my life for the better.
I recognize that I was unable to follow through on several of the strategies I proposed in my previous appeal, and I’ve taken time to reflect on why those efforts fell short. While I intended to attend SASS workshops and use time management tools, I didn’t fully recognize how deeply my untreated depression had impaired my ability to carry out even the most basic plans. I also overestimated my readiness to re-integrate academically without fully addressing the underlying issues first. This time, I am approaching recovery more seriously and sustainably. I’ve joined an online support group for individuals navigating addiction and recovery, where I’ve been able to connect with others facing similar challenges, share openly, and receive accountability. I’ve also been spending more time with the friends I’ve made this year, which has helped ease my sense of isolation and given me trusted people I can turn to during difficult moments. Most importantly, I now understand that my academic recovery depends on maintaining my mental health, not the other way around. I used to believe that my poor mental health was a direct result of academic struggles, and I assumed that achieving good grades would automatically improve how I felt. However, I have come to realize that this is a misconception and that mental health is the foundation, and when it is unstable, academic success becomes much harder to attain. Rather than academics fixing my emotional state, it is my mental well-being that must be prioritized first. By focusing on healing and managing my mental health, I am creating a stronger base from which to approach my studies effectively and sustainably.
I am writing to request reconsideration of the requirement to withdraw from the university. Although I was previously granted the opportunity to continue my studies following an appeal, my academic performance declined again this year due to a serious deterioration in my mental health.
Last summer was the beginning of a downward spiral in my mental well-being that affected every aspect of my life. I struggled with a lack of motivation, mental fatigue, while also being overwhelmed by feelings of hopelessness and low self-worth. I became increasingly withdrawn, and that isolation led to unhealthy coping mechanisms, most notably substance use, which further disrupted my ability to function and engage with my studies. Despite my genuine intentions to recover and implement the strategies I outlined in my previous petition, I could not maintain consistent academic habits or make full use of my support systems. The shame and stigma I felt about my situation only worsened by self-isolation, making it difficult to ask for help until things became truly unmanageable. As this cycle continued into the fall and winter terms, it became clear that I could not meet the academic expectations required of me.
More recently, I have begun taking meaningful steps to address and recover from these challenges. I reached out to my family physician and was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. I have been prescribed Bupropion, which I have been taking consistently as directed. While it’s only been a short time, I have already noticed small but promising improvements in my ability to think clearly, manage my mood, and stay motivated. On top of this, I have started new treatment for the chronic skin conditions I struggle with (psoriasis and vitiligo), which have long contributed to my poor mental health and low self-esteem. My doctor has provided a letter in support of this petition, noting that I am now in a more stable position to resume academic responsibilities moving forward. I am also in the process of being referred to a psychiatrist and will begin therapy soon after to address both my depression and addictions. I’ve now been sober for three months from all substances. The emotional and physical withdrawal symptoms were intense, but I remained committed and leaned on support when it became too much to manage alone. Quitting has helped restore my mental clarity, energy, and sense of self. This was not an easy milestone to reach, but it marks a turning point in my recovery and affirms my dedication to changing my life for the better.
I recognize that I was unable to follow through on several of the strategies I proposed in my previous appeal, and I’ve taken time to reflect on why those efforts fell short. While I intended to attend SASS workshops and use time management tools, I didn’t fully recognize how deeply my untreated depression had impaired my ability to carry out even the most basic plans. I also overestimated my readiness to re-integrate academically without fully addressing the underlying issues first. This time, I am approaching recovery more seriously and sustainably. I’ve joined an online support group for individuals navigating addiction and recovery, where I’ve been able to connect with others facing similar challenges, share openly, and receive accountability. I’ve also been spending more time with the friends I’ve made this year, which has helped ease my sense of isolation and given me trusted people I can turn to during difficult moments. Most importantly, I now understand that my academic recovery depends on maintaining my mental health, not the other way around. I used to believe that my poor mental health was a direct result of academic struggles, and I assumed that achieving good grades would automatically improve how I felt. However, I have come to realize that this is a misconception and that mental health is the foundation, and when it is unstable, academic success becomes much harder to attain. Rather than academics fixing my emotional state, it is my mental well-being that must be prioritized first. By focusing on healing and managing my mental health, I am creating a stronger base from which to approach my studies effectively and sustainably.
Academic Plan
Academic Plan: To ensure my academic progress is no longer affected, I am committed to putting long-term support structures in place. I will continue with my prescribed treatment plan and follow up consistently with both my doctor and therapist. I plan to regularly meet with my academic advisor to select a manageable course load and work closely to monitor my academic progress and adjust my plans as needed. I will also register for accessibility accommodations if needed and reconnect with SASS and mental health services at the beginning of the term rather than waiting until I’m in crisis. In terms of study habits, I will start by creating and following a structured daily schedule that breaks down my workload into small, manageable tasks. Setting small, achievable academic goals each day will help me rebuild my consistency and gradually restore my confidence in my ability to keep up with coursework. Additionally, I will make use of accountability tools to maintain motivation and stay focused. I plan to participate in weekly check-ins with my support group, where I can share my progress, discuss challenges, and receive encouragement. I will also partner with a friend to establish mutual accountability. We will set shared goals, and provide support to help maintain discipline and momentum throughout the term.
Although this past year has been incredibly challenging, I still believe in my ability to succeed, and I am determined to learn from my mistakes and continue to grow. The actions I have taken so far, along with those I am actively pursuing, reflect a deeper and more honest understanding of my needs and limitations. I’m asking for the opportunity to return to my studies with that new understanding guiding me. Thank you for taking the time to consider my petition.
Sincerely,
Abishek Gobinath
#20425068
Although this past year has been incredibly challenging, I still believe in my ability to succeed, and I am determined to learn from my mistakes and continue to grow. The actions I have taken so far, along with those I am actively pursuing, reflect a deeper and more honest understanding of my needs and limitations. I’m asking for the opportunity to return to my studies with that new understanding guiding me. Thank you for taking the time to consider my petition.
Sincerely,
Abishek Gobinath
#20425068
Documentation
Professional Letter: 000153_001.pdf

